how are you up there dad?? Is it good?? Wow, I'm so curious what it looks like up there. I saw movies and video clips, it says there that we'll see 2 roads, 1 goes up and another one goes down. And yes, I clearly would rather choose the one going up... I hope you did, but who wouldn't?? But maybe it's a little bit different, I don't know, I've never been there, haha...
Dad, is it okay for me not being up there to accompany you? You have to admit, I have been accompanying you for 7 years, maybe that's enough?? But I hope you're happy up there with grandma, grandpa, and the others, dad. I know it's been a hard time without you, but I tried not to be sad all the time...
Mom said, if I'm sad then you're sad. So, I'll try not to do that.. (I said I'll try, doesn't mean I'll do it immediately!) Mom had the headache today, PLENTY of it... She said so, she got a headache and she felt dizzy too... Not to mention she's REALLY busy day and night and day...and night!
She has a lot going on dad, can you help her a little bit? I don't know how, but can you ask Jesus for help? For mom, she got a 911 situation...
Well dad, it's been 3 years and I missed you so much, you know that... And since I've been living here with mom, things kinda' changed. Like the fact that mom completely gave the rooms in our house a makeover! Haha, but I miss you thou, me and mom miss you... a LOT!
I just don't like the fact that I have to wait for YEARS until I see you up there again. Should I really wait that long? But don't get me wrong, I don't wanna die too!!
But I hope after 50-80 years later, I'll see you when I'm ready. At least when Jesus officially said my work is done too... I've been through a LOT with my friends at school for the past 3 years, and I wish I can tell you about ALL of them but, I guess some other time??
Bye dad, enjoy your life up there with all the good people. Must be exciting to see them... And see you soon (not that soon thou)... Bye bye!
Joanne~
